Don't let me go away...

Once upon a time you meant the world to me..
Mine eyes could not see anything beyond you..
My every single heartbeat was meant only for you..
My only dream was to give you your happiness..

But alas!!one day I realized,
My world was not the way I expected..
My heart beat started slowing down..
My only dream was shattered..broken..

I know I won't be able to figure out ever,
Who or what was responsible for this..
But sometimes feeling of being apart from you,
Just tears me down..

You have no idea what have I lost..
How lonely I am without you..
My heart screams for your love sometimes..
How thirsty I am of your warmth..

But still my dream remains the same..
To give you your happiness..
I realized only my dream was broken..
Your dream is yet to be fulfilled..

Someday it certainly will come true.
And, I will be able to see a cute smile on your face..

Wishing you a very Happy Birthday...:)

Being alone brings back memories and much more

Have you ever wondered what your biggest fear is? What are you most afraid of ? I have..Mine biggest fear is being alone.I am really reluctant to stay alone.And here the fear factor are memories.They chase me like the wildest hunter and finally get succeeded in hunting me down as well.In the end I am all surrounded by tears,pain and agony and they get their reward.

Now, that was the most pessimistic approach of mine towards life. Yah, I know I talk rubbish most of the times.But, few of the times my talks are interesting as well.

So, here comes the brightest part about memories and imagination.Have you ever tried to realize what is it that gives you the real happiness?I have..For me, its the feeling which I get while thinking about the good times, assuming life as a fairy tale, imagining things in my own way and thinking about the stuffs which never could happen in my real life.Wow, that world is so damn beautiful.No hatred, no tears,no hurt feelings, no regrets.Everything seems to be perfect and right in its place.

I know, by now you would be thinking that I am a day dreamer.Yes, I am.My mother discovered this fact when I was 12. She is still unhappy with it and I still fly high up in the clouds when I dream with eyes wide opened.Try being a day dreamer sometime, I am sure you will love it..:):)